Dreams, dreams

I don’t know why but recently I have been having very odd dreams. They are more nightmares really to the point that I wake up crying a lot! My mum always told me that if I sleep on my back, I will have nightmares and she was right.

One night I dreamt that I was saying goodbye to my grandmother forever, thinking that it was the last time I was seeing her. I woke up early at 2 in the morning and I couldn’t sleep. What if it was a premonition? I was so worried that I sent an e-mail to my mum on my Blackberry, which was on my bedside table. Thinking back now, this was exactly what happened the last time I saw my grandmother (almost a year and a half ago) but in real life I didn’t cry...

Another night I dreamt that I was going back to see my primary school but it was all very different. It became a massive school (like a Harry Potter school!) and I couldn’t almost recognise it. I started crying again in my dream thinking how much my mum worked hard for me to have a private education. My family were much poorer when I was growing up and I always knew how hard things were. I might talk about this in another blog though...

Anyway, this causes me to wake up a lot and go to the loo a lot during the night. Nightmare! Why can’t I have a nice dream like my partner had? As you know, we are trying to conceive at the moment (not literally!). He dreamt a few times now about a little blonde boy who is meant to be his son. This boy was singing ‘Twinkle, twinkle little star’. He can see himself hugging him and can feel a lot of love for him.

The spooky thing is that when I was younger (years before meeting my partner), I used to have a recurrent dream about a little blonde baby boy with bright blue eyes. I have olive skin, dark hair and brown eyes by the way so nothing like me. I knew in this dream that he was my son. Furthermore, only recently I saw old photos of my partner when he was a baby and guess what... he had bright blonde hair with blue eyes! He now has dark hair so I didn’t know that until then. Weird, isn’t it?

If anyone knows the meaning of these dreams, please get in touch!

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