Another month, one line

My period used to happen every 25-26 days before I had my Implant contraceptive taken off. Since then, it increased to 28 days last month. So I thought okay, 28 it is. This month, I waited 29 days and was hopeful to have good news. I did a pregnancy test again and it was negative. To top it up, on the same day I did the test, I had my period later on. 

It seems like my body is adjusting after not having the Implant. Did anyone have the same experience? I was so sure that I was going to have two lines in the test (meaning positive) but instead that single one line burst my bubble. 

I don’t know why I am getting so anxious like this, it’s ridiculous! We haven’t been trying for long but I am very impatient. Before my period, I normally get very tender breasts and a spot in my face but these symptoms weren’t there so I thought that maybe and just maybe I wasn’t going to have my period...

Anyway, I need to get over it. I know it’s not good to get obsessed but I don’t know how to stop it. I wish I never read so much information about trying to conceive. I guess that working in a baby shop doesn’t help either. It’s a shame as I would have liked to have a baby at the same time as my friend who is pregnant but it seems like this is not meant to happen.

Although thinking about it, it’s not good timing now. My partner just got a new job and we are moving to a new house in August, which we bought. We will have to spend so much money in furniture, etc and with the business refitting, it will all be too much. I leave it up to destiny now to decide and I will stop worrying about it.  

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